Terasa.

Assalamualaikum. :)

hai..lama suda nda update ni blog. hihi. just ada kesempatan ni ak updatelaa...

macam mana mau start arh? huhu..actually ada satu kawan ni, dia post di fb and aku terasa sgt2 apa dia post. dia tabak ak ka? mungkin..huhu

actually dia ni crush ak dlu..and kawan ak skrg..dia rapat dgn ak..and there is the thing, crush dia dlu ak. haha. funny isn't it? tpi masing2 inda mau ckp. sbb masing2 ada suda yg syg. so keep quite jaklaa...kmi rapat sbb kami selalu kongsi masalah sma2, give advice and kasi smgt kalau ada problem. tapi ni laa masalahnya..huhu. nmpk apa dia post? sedih ba baca. seriously ak mmg terasa. mgkin dia mkn hati sma ak psl kemarin masa ak ondaway pgi kelas, ak inda tgur dia. huhu. bukan apa, ak malu ba sama dia. entah, kdg2 ak rasa mcm tu..serius, i'm not kidding. ak malu. huhu. ak harap dia tgur ak first. huhu. but he comes to a conclusion yg bikin sedih. bukan ak sengaja ba..huhu..bukan ak saja buat kau jdi strangers pun. i'm shy! SHY oke? huhu. if you could read my heart at that time, huhu.

yg sgt menyedihkan, that word, "BORING"

i knew it already, you'll get bored with me isnt it? kau boring sama sy. sedih ba. sy inda penah boring sama kau tau. huhu. :(

sy tau sy tiada apa2, i'm just that type, BORING.

look, i'm sorry for what have i done to you oke? huhu. really2 sorry. :(

ada lagi satu..huhu..tdi ak post di fb,

"jahat ba sy ni! hate myself." 

then, ak ada prgila tguk profile hamba Allah yg sorg ni, dia post, 

"aq sdar sbnarnya kw bgtu. seja ja x mention. hoho"

dia ni sebenarnya ex girlfriend c kawan tu. entah. agak terasa juga ak dgn post dia yg pedas bukan kemain ni. utk ak ka tu? huhu. mcm balas post ak jak. macam tak puas hati dgn ak. kalau tak puas hati ckp depan2 laa..takpayahlaa nak post. kau sndiri ckp kn da apa2 ckp jak. huhu. kau x puas hati pasal ak dgn ex kau ka? sorry kalau kau marah. kami kawan ja oke? not more that that. sy rasa kau masi syg dia kn? if yes, them go ahead! kenapa kau diam2 ja? tell him the truth ba. inda payah kau buat conclusion yg bkn2 psl ak dan dia. ak inda akan khianat dgn kawan ak sendiri, walapun ak inda rapat sama kau. ak bkn perampas ataupun 'gula getah', yg cepat melekat dgn lelaki. oke? get that? go and sacrifice your love girl. and one more thing, jgnlaa kasi luka dia lagi..tlg laa..kalau kau syg and cinta dia, buat cara syg, bukan kasi luka dia and buat dia invisible. dia pun manusia tu, ada hati ada perasaan. sy sedih ba bila kau buat dia gitu. please, hargaila dia walaupun dia inda perfect di mata kau. atleast dia syg kau. sy dapat rasa tu kasih syg dia utk kau kwn.

to that friend, sy tau kau masi sayang ex kau kan? pasal feeling kau sma sy, mgkin kau cuma dibygi ole masa lalu seja tu. hakikatnya kau masi syg dia. mgkin kau inda sedar. go get her men! i know you can do it. 

sincerely,

Fidah Razak.