"I have spend a year waiting for you to come back to me. I know that my past mistakes. I would not expect you to get back to me again. I will go from you and will not return. After this I will not care about you again, I would not care with whom you are with, how hurt you are with her. I will be happy after this even I'm not with you anymore. I will find someone better than you. Don't look back, don't look after me. I will be fine, trust me. Please do take care."
Assalamualaikum..hai..lama nda update entry kan??hee~~
apa buli buatlaa,,bz ba saya..haha..apapun, ak mw meluah perasaan ni..after what I had been through..*mcm babun jak ak speaking! xD
nda baa...hrmmm..kmu baca kn yg di atas tu..tu ak punya status ak post di fb tdi..seriously ak damn kecewa, down gila b**i laa*sorry..bodoh kan,,mengharap..sakit wei...SAKIT! so ak cakap dengan hati aku.."heart,please be happy, don't look after him after this.." ak cakap gitu..ak pikir juga...bukan ak dapat apa2 mengharap dengan dia kn? dapat sakit hati yg lebih jak..mcm luka disimbah cuka ditambah lagi garam...tpi yg sakit hati ni lebih lagi sakit dia dari tu..
lepas ni..ak tak mw sakit hati lagi laa...cukup laa..cukup. noktah. titik. full stop. penantian sampai di sini sahaja. ak tw ak bertepuk sebelah tgn takkan berbunyi punyalaa..kn??so,ak tak kisah suda pasal dia, lantakla apa dia mw buat, ak xkn larang, ak x kisah dgn siapa dia skrg...biarla seteruk mana dia terluka, ak xkn ambil tau..ak akn gembira lepas ni..so more him in my heart...
tangisan ak,mcm acid..makin lama, makin hilang nama dia dalam hati aku..ak harap lepas ni dia nda cari ak, I'm going to let him go. dear heart, please be strong. :')
Sincerely, Fidah Razak. :)
